--- title: "2023 年度总结" date: "2023-12-31" image: 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tags: - "碎碎念" canonical: "https://xxxuuu.me/post/2023summary" --- [Embedded Video](https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/3J99JXowSczha1Cp0LtFoc?utm_source=oembed) ## 春招 & 毕业 回看去年的年度总结，总体上是比较消极的。确实当时被秋招的压力压得喘不过气，想起了那句话：「时代的一粒灰，落在个人头上就是一座山」，虽然现在也仍然对未来并不抱有乐观的想法，但就今年上半年春招的情况来说，还算是满意的（预期一旦被降低，就很容易满足） 春招时已经接近半放弃的状态，只投了 7 家，想着有深信服保底，大多都投的 infra 方面的岗位。最后 2 个进面，1 个拿 Offer，也是我现在待的这家公司（再见了窑鸡厂👋 进面但挂了的是 bilibili，岗位是「系统研发工程师」，面试的组是做内核开发的（应该主要是网络子系统相关），第一面时就被面试官拷打了，在相关方面上平时接触和学习的很少，各种内核知识一问三不知，到了感觉面试结束后会被面试官偷偷骂浪费时间的程度（所以后来抽空看完了《Linux内核设计与实现》，发现问的其实都是很基础的问题... 不过神奇的是阿 b 还是给我到了二面，虽然二面的惨状和一面差不多就是了.... 面试结束后 HR 打电话问为什么本科只写了两年，只能如实供述~案底~专升本经历，也许是因为背景问题，也许是面试表现确实不够好，又或者两者都有，之后也就没下文了 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另一家公司是存储领域的~startup~（其实也成立蛮久了），Ceph 的 leadership 之一，前些年也是 Ceph 开源贡献最多的中国公司，不过现在的产品已经魔改得和 Ceph 没啥关系了 ~（忒修斯之船~ 面试过程还是蛮愉快的，刚好毕设打算做的也和存储相关，是 LSM-Tree 相关的工作，聊了不少，自我感觉良好。流程推进也比较快，最后拿了个 sp offer。拿 offer 时还在犹豫要不要去。毕竟整体公司规模比深信服还是小很多，会担心发展和稳定性的问题，所以决定去提前实习感受下；去了实习后才发现这里的工作时间和氛围相比深信服就是天堂 ~（全员 Vim，微软级作息，wfh 自由）~，于是果断留下来，春招就此结束（再见了窑鸡厂👋× 2 年初时还拿了个 CCPC 广州站铜牌（翻了下时间，好像其实是去年底的了），也算圆了个在本科也拿牌子的小心愿。但因为从去年初到春招一直在准备找工作的关系，其实一直没怎么训练（完全拖后腿了），还是蛮对不起队友的 毕业前的最后两个月，都投入到毕设上了，题目是《LSM-Tree 存储引擎的 KV 分离优化实现》，看题目就知道，是基于 WiscKey 的 idea 改改，构造在特定场景下某个指标 benchmark 更优的情况，玩一手田忌赛马，我这种三流本科生也只能做到这个程度了，还好学士论文是不公开的，没给网上塞垃圾 设计实在没什么新意，做这个毕设更多是想在工程上练练手，但最后也翻车了。一开始想着用 Rust 从 0 糊一个出来，但无论是时间还是各种 corner cases 的考虑来说都差了太多，只能赶在 ddl 的最后半个月重新找了份 WiscKey 的开源实现修改，跑出 benchmark 来交差，实在太丢人了... 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到回学校领毕业证书那天，问了一圈同学，班上的求职/考研情况也不容乐观，在这时代洪流下，还是没有谁能独善其身，自己也许已经是其中的幸运儿了。这一节就以今年看的一本书中的这句话收尾吧： 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## 工作 & 技术 前面提到，最后去了某存储公司。公司里氛围很 open，不打卡，1075 基础上比较弹性，大多数人10点半左右到，也有些人长期 wfh。看到公司里很多人用 Vim，我也入了坑，之前专门发了篇文章提到：[Vim as an IDE](https://xxxuuu.me/post/vim-as-an-ide/) 虽然入职后，发现和面试的不是一个组，进的组主要是做一个 Hyper-converged 的新产品，但也蛮有意思的，接触到了很多虚拟机、数据中心和块存储相关的知识。另一点感受就是对于这类 infrastructure 的产品来说，发版周期很长，对质量的把控更严格 因为产品全部部署在客户自己的环境里，部分还是离线运行的，在产品之上承载着大量的数据和业务应用，一旦出现事故和问题，轻则击穿到研发，有高昂的排查、修复和再次交付成本；重则影响客户数据和业务，这是万万不可接受的 我也是入职近三个月后才提交了第一行代码。这点和互联网业务的产品还是有根本性不同，导致了两者在软件工程流程上的区别，互联网业务的产品，大多跑在自己可控的服务器和环境中，出问题后，无论是影响还是排查和恢复的「代价」都没那么高，相比之下为了控制质量反而可能要付出更高的成本 后面逃过一波~裁员~业务变动后，重心主要转移到容器存储这边，前段时间刚挖了个大坑，发现就算到了今天，K8s 的存储机制还是有不少设计欠佳的地方 ~（不知道 K8s SIG Storage 这班人干什么吃的）~，不过这就是后话了。结合前段时间的滴滴故障事件，感觉到「这个世界果然还是草台班子组成的」 除了正式的工作外，今年由于各种机缘巧合，涉足了币圈，第一次认真看了中本聪的 Bitcoin 白皮书，也学习了 EVM 链上的各种东西，并赚到了一些些钱。果然在任何时候，信息差都能是割韭菜的方式，而在完全公开的公链上，利用技术手段，可以将这个信息差发挥到极致，大大拉开和散户的差距，有机会的话后面再发篇文章讨论下这个吧 ## 生活 & 碎碎念 开始工作后，经济上宽裕了不少，买了一堆东西折腾，最有用的就是买了台零刻的 MiniPC 装 PVE 作为 Homelab，在上面跑了各种东西，包括家庭流媒体服务器（追番用）和一台 Windows 虚拟机（Galgame 用），以及一些其他的服务，有了稳定的 24×7 运行环境，再也不用在笔记本上折腾了。在给[核显配置 SR-IOV](https://xxxuuu.me/post/pve8-intel-sr-iov/) 后也能有很不错的图形体验，下一步打算整一台专门的 NAS 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这两年除了玩了会《神界原罪2》和《博德之门3》外，别的时间都没什么动力玩游戏，很难提起兴趣。也许是因为上大学后基本没玩过游戏了，很久没接触过的东西要再重新捡起来就很困难，感觉已经完全得了电子 ED，前段时间刚好看到 PS5 Slim 出了，就买了台，想重新找回童年时通宵游戏的感觉。最近在从《对马岛之魂》、《死亡搁浅》和《GT赛车7》开始玩，打算把这几年的作品都补一下，目前来看电子 ED 治疗的还可以 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~原神，启动！~ 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今年还推了不少 Galgame ~（某种意义上来说不算游戏）~，还算印象深刻的有三部： - 《常规脱离Creative》：废萌，但小天使实在太可爱了，小天使我的小天使😭没有你我怎么活 - 《恋×シンアイ彼女》：新岛夕没活了，留了个开放式结局太意难平了，姬野星奏坏女人，你给我回来😭 - 《纸上的魔法使》：剧情很不错 ~（废萌玩多了，太久没玩过剧情作了）~，前期埋了很多伏笔，带着这些悬念推进，到后期的反转时也被震惊到了。不过这个故事从一开始就注定是一个悲剧，实在太刀了... 最后结尾夜子说出「可喜可贺，可喜可贺」时有种失实感，觉得「这就是结局了吗，果然没办法呢」 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去年底说学了点日语，现在考过了 JLPT N3，算下来从五十音开始也花了快一年；看小🍠上各种一年过 N1 还是蛮震惊的，感觉自己进度比较慢，希望明年能考过 N2（估计得再听两次「天気がいいから，散歩しましょう」了 YOASOBI 今年的歌 アイドル 虽然很火，但个人不是很喜欢，勇者作为 フリーレン 的 OP 完全在整烂活，Biri-Biri 挺有新意的但重复度太高，前段时间的 HEART BEAT 倒蛮喜欢的，合唱部分很感动，有种群青的感觉，果然是给年轻人的歌啊 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另外偶然看了是枝裕和的几部电影，表面上都是很平淡的家庭片，但背后蕴含着无数的情感，还蛮喜欢这种感觉的 最后，今年看完了不少社科方面的书，目的还是想更了解所处的社会，就像前面引用的那句话所表达的意思一样，时代和环境对个人命运的影响要远大于个人努力。这里比较推荐《可能性的艺术》、《大国大城》和《置身事内》几本 ~（应该也被推荐烂了，比较入门的科普性质读物~ ## 尾声 好像今年就到这结束了，从学校毕业，走上工作岗位，捡回了之前的一些东西，也折腾了一些新玩意，明年的今天又会怎么样呢